well hey all who bother with me lol

here i am...taking the alst few steps before i start work full time etc. got a long 4 year road ahead of me (hopefully if i don;t screw up), but although i am moving on i still wish i had more time for other things, i know i am gonna drift away from people i wanna stick by, gonna miss a few select people, all that mushie stuff.

recently i have foun that people have been stealing my ideas...*sigh*.....sucks so much....so cosplay stuff, gonna possibly do these three for may: yan valentine, vegeta (dragonball z), and mello...and there are a few secret ones i am gonna od if i get a good enough body. yea you heard me i am working not only my balls off for my mind but also beating my body up...alreayd had to miss out on 3 days of training cos i hurt myself badly and couldn;t move properly, much to the dismay (and entertainment) of my fiance.

really feeling nervous about university.....its gonna be tough....alot of stress....but at least (i hope) it will be worth it...and i know the tough times aren;t over, gonna have to find a job in this "damp" econiomic climate, YES I SAID IT!, then go through the long nights of crying fomr a future kid (i hope), but in the end i am glad for what i have done...sure i would change a few things..maybe change a few good and bad chopices i made along the road behind me...but thats just life....all i gotta do now..is prove to the world, to myself, and to my future wife, that i can do anything when i want to....and i will show them...this is what i promised myself a few weeks back.

OH! and a little leaving note for those of you who know me taht live in coclhester hopefully at the crack of the new year i will be visiting more often so get in contact with me ya know waht i mean to hang and shizzle my quizzle lol!

and i will be getting more artwork on ehre soon once i get my education for the first few weeks sorted.